Who Will You Pick?

A totally unrelevant picture of the sea that absolutely did not reflect how I am feeling right now.

I had been in tremendous stress lately. And I know you do too. Because the both of us wanted the same thing. But yet, not quite the same. We hunger for tranquility, however reality would not permit us the luxury. We crave for stability and fairness, except that the arguments that takes place every other hour is driving us crazy.

How I wish that all of these will end. How I wish that this had not started in the 1st place. How I wish that I can change my mind and go with whatever you wish for. Except that I'm human. I have a heart. I have feelings. I have ideas and dreams. And most importantly, I have a decision that hopefully you can respect.

Thus, I'm leaving this cruel game of choices so that you won't have to choose. I'm backing out so you won't have to feel the pain and the building anxiousness as both sides needed you all the same. I not making a scene, nor am I pushing you to the verge of falling off the cliff (or you may well think otherwise), nor am I threatening in any sort.

I'm just being me. And hopefully you can understand that.